First thing I have to say is
Cicadas rock!!! They're my new thing now. ;D
I think that I like them so much because I can relate to them because I can make real good cicada noises.

Either tomorrow or the day after, I'm going to the Dawson City Music Festival!!! I'm so excited!!! I should probably be home by Tuesday. hehehe it's gonna be so much fun. I hope we get to go offroading. It's my other new thing now. ;D I'm too scared to drive in town. I'm a lot more comfortable when I'm offroading. Plus there's lots of pretty scenery~! And since I'm driving I get to stop the vehicle when ever I want to take photos! >;D

Life isn't going to give you lemons!! Get over it!!



also, here's some Four Tops for you guys: [link]

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Muffin acts like a cat. God damn it! You're a doggie!!

anyway, here's some Guess Who for you guys.

These eyes cry every night for you.
These arms long to hold you again.
The hurtin’s on me yeah,
But I will never be free no my baby, no no.
You gave a promise to me yeah and you broke it, you broke it. Oh, no.

These eyes watched you bring my world to an end.
This heart could not accept and pretend.
The hurtin’s on me yeah,
But I will never be free no no no.
You took the vow with me yeah.
You spoke it, you spoke it, babe.

These eyes are cryin’
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they’re never gonna see another one like I had with you.
These eyes are cryin’
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they’re never gonna see another one like I had with you.

These eyes are cryin’
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they’re never gonna see another one like I had with you.

These eyes cry every night for you.
These arms, these arms long to hold you, hold you again.
These eyes are cryin’
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they’re never gonna see another one like I had with you.
These eyes are cryin’
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they’re never gonna see another one like I had with you.
These eyes are cryin’
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they’re never gonna see another one like I had with you.
These eyes are cryin’
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they’re never gonna see another one like I had with you.
Baby, baby, baby, baby.

Okay, so like, I was on Grey Mountain, right. Just hanging out, you know. In front of a bunch of flowers. And there were these small bugs in the flowers. I looked closer and I was like, "HOLY SHIT THOSE ARE BEES!!"

dude. Those bees were so fucking small! Like, the size of something that's really small!! I'm not used to small bees, man.

I have to coexist with bees. Mum's all, "THERE AREN'T MANY BEES WE GOTTA KEEP THE BEES!"
and I'm like, "okay."
so we have this nest in our roof at the front of our house. Like, right by the door. Not to mention there are a few lilac bushes there too. Lucky buggers.

Our bees are of monstrous size. They're like THIS BIG! LIEK, WHOA!!!!
omg srsly. They're freakin' huge. so I totally freaked when I saw these tiny little guys. I didn't know small bees wuz real.

My hole... She filled in my hole. The hole represented all my aspirations and endeavours; hopes and dreams; past and future. It represented my very soul. Now it represents my shattered being. It's all gone. It won't come back. And I know that if I try to dig another, she will just fill it in again. There is no hope. Everything I ever believed in has failed me. I've realized that it was foolish of me to place my soul there. As I dug and dug, toiled away in the hot sun, I somehow gained strength. The strength to go on, and more. Once I saw that all my work had been destroyed, all that strength instantly flowed out of me. I was left weak and trembling on the ground.
I have learned that nothing really matters. Everything can be taken away in the blink of an eye. The short bliss that came with the hole cannot compare with this eternal suffering and despair. I will be broken forever, as my hole is filled in forever.
I'm sorry, Miaclaire. I'm sorry, Talia. I hope that one day you can forgive me.




actually it's not that bad. but I'm real pissed off, man. We were gonna do a lot with that hole.